urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plasticdisorder plasticdisorder plasticdisorder 2006-04-01T14:01:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plasticdisorder:1115 2006-04-01T14:01:17Z 2006-04-01T14:01:17Z Grateful Dead "Scarlet Begonias" <center><font size="1">To make a <br />long story short<br />i'm bored ALOT ALOT<br />i miss Matt<br />(hope he didn't get hit <br />by a car)but that's another story<br />i'm hungry<br />wearing last night's make-up<br />my hair is dirty and it's been <br />4 days since i've washed<br />(pshhh don't be jealous<br />it doesn't even stink yet)<br />HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA<br /><br />DATE IDEA:<br />go to an airport <br />just to watch the planes take off<br /><br />anyway<br />that's what i want to do with Matt<br />but he's at the prison<br />we call his father's house<br />i just wish he was with me<br /><br />anyway<br />if yall are still reading this<br />you have NO life<br /><br />LVVZ<br />M-180</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plasticdisorder:967 2006-03-26T04:16:14Z 2006-03-26T04:16:14Z Hole "Pretty On The Inside" <center><font size="1"><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a142/what_a_shocker/Art/Lazarus.jpg" border="0" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"></a><br /><br />the broken cold-eyed beauty<br />shining with her kiss to betray<br />silver hand clutching her blue wilted sin<br />it's all she has left to give<br />her black raven hair<br />mocking her heart with whim<br />brought to our knees<br />entranced by her cocaine colored skin<br />she moves so slow<br />so desperate<br />she screams aloud<br />as though no more lies could bleed from her decietful mouth<br />rising with the sun<br />despising life<br />welcoming the stars as she praises the night<br />in her palm lies the world<br />all while hers crashes<br />she's no longer daddys little girl<br />she's lost<br />alone<br />but dazzling in all her worth<br />the world calls her lazarus<br />hated but pure<br />just lazarus</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plasticdisorder:726 2006-03-26T04:00:44Z 2006-03-26T04:00:44Z Her Words Kill "Watch Out Vegas, I'm A Showstopper" <center><font size="1">THEY SUCK<br /><br />so here i am<br />minding my own business<br />and people keep butting into mine<br />am i that interesting??<br />are their lives so pathetic<br />and boring that they get amusement<br />out of screwing mine<br />up a little??<br /><br />-if i was God i would screw up their lives<br />to redeem mine and sit back and <br />laugh at the turmoil i just caused<br />-if i could play God...i'd play it real good<br />-if i had things my way<br />i would shut EVERYONE out and party in my mind<br />-if i really even existed or cared to exist<br />i would care alot more and <br />my reaction to people pissing me off<br />would be alot more severe <br />and heinous than a retarded journal entry<br />for all of you to see<br />-if i cared what you all thought<br />(which i don't)<br />i'd sugarcoat my words so as not to slice your<br />pretty little eyes as you read them<br />for i'm venting to all of you<br />and letting you in on a piece of my life<br /><br />well here's my final thought on people<br /><br />THEY SUCK</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plasticdisorder:310 2006-03-24T23:25:22Z 2006-03-24T23:25:22Z Light With A Sharpened Edge <center><font size="1">I once took a ride<br><br />on cupid's arrow, just to find<br><br />There was a twist<br><br />Not only did i fall in love<br><br />But realized the arrow had missed<br><br><br /><br />I once made a wish<br><br />on a shooting star, Just to find <br><br />there was a twist<br><br />Not only did i find you and fall real hard<br><br />But realized you didn't exist<br></font></center>