HighOnRevlon

BOREDOM

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 14:01:17 GMT

To make a
long story short
i'm bored ALOT ALOT
i miss Matt
(hope he didn't get hit
by a car)but that's another story
i'm hungry
wearing last night's make-up
my hair is dirty and it's been
4 days since i've washed
(pshhh don't be jealous
it doesn't even stink yet)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

DATE IDEA:
go to an airport
just to watch the planes take off

anyway
that's what i want to do with Matt
but he's at the prison
we call his father's house
i just wish he was with me

anyway
if yall are still reading this
you have NO life

LVVZ
M-180

Lazarus

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 04:16:14 GMT

the broken cold-eyed beauty
shining with her kiss to betray
silver hand clutching her blue wilted sin
it's all she has left to give
her black raven hair
mocking her heart with whim
brought to our knees
entranced by her cocaine colored skin
she moves so slow
so desperate
she screams aloud
as though no more lies could bleed from her decietful mouth
rising with the sun
despising life
welcoming the stars as she praises the night
in her palm lies the world
all while hers crashes
she's no longer daddys little girl
she's lost
alone
but dazzling in all her worth
the world calls her lazarus
hated but pure
just lazarus

People These Days

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 04:00:44 GMT

THEY SUCK

so here i am
minding my own business
and people keep butting into mine
am i that interesting??
are their lives so pathetic
and boring that they get amusement
out of screwing mine
up a little??

-if i was God i would screw up their lives
to redeem mine and sit back and
laugh at the turmoil i just caused
-if i could play God...i'd play it real good
-if i had things my way
i would shut EVERYONE out and party in my mind
-if i really even existed or cared to exist
i would care alot more and
my reaction to people pissing me off
would be alot more severe
and heinous than a retarded journal entry
for all of you to see
-if i cared what you all thought
(which i don't)
i'd sugarcoat my words so as not to slice your
pretty little eyes as you read them
for i'm venting to all of you
and letting you in on a piece of my life

well here's my final thought on people

THEY SUCK

Always A Twist

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 23:25:22 GMT

I once took a ride

on cupid's arrow, just to find

There was a twist

Not only did i fall in love

But realized the arrow had missed

I once made a wish

on a shooting star, Just to find

there was a twist

Not only did i find you and fall real hard

But realized you didn't exist